My Last Day at CES (Bye Bye Teacher Dhez)

Yesterday was my last day at CES, so my practice teaching is now over! I supposed to make this blog last night, but since I was so tired yesterday, I wasn't able to make it. I really enjoyed my 2 months practice teaching at CES! Though nakakalungkot, kailangan na talagang magpaalam.. Many thanks to my grade II pupils and to my ever supportive CT! I will miss them a lot! I spent my last day taking pictures with them. (For Remembrance).

Maraming Dahilan Para Maging Masaya

Lately, sobra akong nalulungkot at disappointed sa mga hindi magandang nangyari. Nag away kami ng friend ko (hindi ko akalain na ganun ang mganyayari sa'min, pero anyway, tapos na yun! (FORGIVE and FORGET). Sobrang hindi appreciative yung SC namin, kaya ayun, kahit anong gawin pageeffort wala pa rin nangyayari. (Ayaw ko ng mag effort kung laging ganito). Lagi akong sobrang pagod. Overtime lagi. Pero despite na ganito yung mga nangyari, para sa'kin marami pa ring mga dahilan para maging masaya. Sa tuwing naiisip ko ang mga bagay na to. Namomotivate ako!

• Tinaasan na ni Papa ang allowance ko from P700 naging 1k per week na! (4 days lang naman ang pasok namin, so ayun nakakaipon na ako).
• August na pala! Excited na ako para sa second date namin ng friend ko. Nagpromise kasi ako na ipapasyal ko siya sa PNU, Fort Santiago and Intramuros. (Wala akong boyfriend, but I'm dating with someone.).
• I'm done with the initial and final demo teaching! Sobrang nakabawas to sa mga gawain!
• Last day ko na bukas sa CES, our two months practice teaching is now over! sa Monday back to PNU na ulit kami! Yey! Namiss ko ang PNU!
• Sobrang thankful ako kasi tinulungan ako ng CT ko sa case study! Nakabawas sa mga gagawin! Many thanks to my ever supportive CT!
• Naadik na ako sa twitter, everyday nadadagdagan lagi ang mga followers ko! :)
• Makakpaghibernate na ako this Saturday and Sunday! Dahil tapos na ang practice teaching!
• I just met a guy na lagi akong pinapangiti! :)

----So ayun! Kahit na ang daming hindi magandang nangyari this past few weeks. Ok lang. FORGIVE and FORGET na nga! and ALWAYS LOOK ON THE BRIGHTER SIDE OF LIFE! good night guyz!

Lessons Learned Today

1. I-check muna ng mabuti ang gamit bago umalis ng bahay

     Nagmamadali akong umalis ng bahay kaninang umaga. My class starts at 6:00am. 5:10 na paalis pa lang ako ng bahay. Nagmamadali kong nilagay ang payong ko sa loob ng bag. (I always bring my umbrella sa tuwing aalis ako.) Nagmamadali kong tinupi yung payong ko at nilagay sa pouch nito. Mga around 6:10am nasa skuL na ako. (I'm Late). After 5 hours, natapos na ang klase. Dahil sa ang mga kasama ko ay nasa CES, mag isa lang ako nag lunch. Sobrang mainit ng mga oras na to. Todo hanap ako sa bag ko ng payong. Pagbukas ko ng payong ko, KADIRI! may patay na ipis! Sobrang nagulat ako! buti na lang wala akong phobia sa ipis, at hindi nilanggam yung bag. Sobra talaga akong nandiri, sa pagmamadali kong itiklop yung payong kaninang umaga nasama yung ipis! Hahahaha!

2. Huwag magmadali kapag nagtataype

    Marami na akong natype sa mga pinapagawa ng CT ko, pero dahil bukas na ito ipapasa kelangan ko ng matapos today, so nagpunta ako sa office para dun magtype. Ayun, pagsaksak ko ng USB ko my virus! I accidentally clicked the 'PRINTED' folder and yung 'move to chest'. So ayun! Nawala yung folder na ang file name ay 'printed', so therefore nawala rin yung mga detailed LP ko! Nagmamadali kasi ako that time because by 1pm kelangan ko ng umakyat sa room ng CT ko. Pero kahit na nadelete yung folder na yun, nakasave naman pala sa pc sa bahay yung mga natype ko (pero hindi lahat) :)

Miss ko na ang NormaL..

2 days to go and my practice teaching is over! Yesss! Tapos na nga! At sobra akong excited na mag Monday. The second quarter will start in August 12. So may 5 days vacation pa kami. Ooops! Hindi pala vacation! Within those days ay gawaan ng mga requirements! Pero ako, maghahibernate. hibernate. hibernate. lol. Magbabawi talaga ako ng tulog.

This Monday back to PNU na ulit kami. I'm quite excited kasi miss ko na ang NormaL. Hmmmm.. Anu-ano nga ba ang mga namimiss ko sa skul?

• Miss ko na ang mga classmates ko. Sobrang may unity kasi ang section namin. Lagi kaming nagkakaisa. haha. Walang iwanan kahit sa kalokohan! lol.
• Miss ko ang gumising ng 4am ng madaling araw
• Miss ko na yung laging mahilig magpicture yung mga classmates ko na puro stolen shots.
• Miss ko na ang sumakay ng jip na ang laging kong mga kasabay ay mga etudyante ng TUP, Adamson, UP, at PWU.
• Miss ko na ang gumala sa Luneta, manood ng movie sa SM Manila, kumain sa Mcdo at KFC kasama ang mga classmates ko.
• Miss ko na yung tuwing break time lagi kaming natutulog sa library.
• Miss ko ng suotin ang white uniform ko.
• Miss ko na ang malawak na field ng Normal (grassland kung tawagin)
• Miss ko na ang building ng CED kung saan ang room namin ay laging may aircon. 
• Miss ko na ang kumain sa Launchenet tuwing break time kasama ang mga friends ko.
• Miss ko na ang mga professors ko kahit yung iba sobrang perfectionist. 

            Miss ko na ang NormaL! See you on Monday PNU! :)

Things that Annoy Me..

1. Pagod na ako. Lagi na lang ako over time sa skul. Ang tapos ng klase ko ay 11:30am. Naiinggit ako sa ibang mga classmates ko dahil after nilang magturo ay pwede na silang umuwi, samantalang ako, imbis na half day lang, laging nagiging whole day. Ang dami lagi pinapagawa ng CT ko sa'kin. Pag uwi ko sa bahay. Diretso agad ako sa kama ko para matulog. Halos nakakalimutan ko nga minsan na magbihis muna. haha. Natutulog ako ng naka uniform pa..

2. Nakakainis magkaroon ng prof na sobrang kuripot magbigay ng grade. Todo effort pa ako, pero sobrang hindi marunong mag appreciate ang Prof na to! Dahil dyan, ayoko ng mag effort!

3. One day before the demo teaching na may grade biglang pababago sa'yo yung visuals mo at papaulit sa'yo yung LP mo! Ang hirap kayang gawin. Cram ako lagi dahil ganito ang nangyayari. Sobra na akong nasstress. Hindi na nga ako tumataba, lalo pa akong nangangayayat.

4. Hindi ko maintindihan kung ano ba ang gustong ipagawa ng CT ko. Pabago bago siya, dahil dun paulit ulit ako sa mga ginagawa ko,  mas lalo akong napapagod.

5. Tuwing sasakay na lang ako ng fx pauwi, hindi na bago sa'kin ang senaryo tulad nito, yung katabi ko lagi na lang inaantok, yung ulo laging bumbangga sa balikat ko. Hindi man lang marunong magsorry!

         Nakakapagod at Nakakasawa na. Nasanay na ako na sa araw araw ganito yung nagyayari

What a Weird Day, Because of a Weird Guy!

Nawiweirduhan ako sa mga tao ngayon, pero ang pinaka weird sa lahat ay yung guy na namit ko sa myb.

I am very active in my MYB account (myyearbook). Everytime I open this account, I always browse first the messages. Naeenjoy ko kasing basahin yung mga compliments sa'kin nung mga taong inaadd ko. Actually, I don't know personally all my friends in myb. When I browsed the messages kaninang tanghali, there was a guy who sent me a message, and he's message was..

       '' 'i love math' '' kinda made me smile. I'm an engineer so we did a lot of math. And not many people especially girls love math. You must be different.'' (napangiti ako nang mabasa ko ito!)

I find this guy so weird, napansin niya yung two sentences description ko sa myb about myself which is ''Hi I'm Dhez! 19 yrs. old. I love math. pink stuffs. chocolates. stuff toys.'' It's funny to know na may nakapansin ng description ko. Just because of my description 'i love math', I made this guy smile.. I'm flattered. Since this guy was so nice to me, I entertained him..

This was our conversation..

Weird Mathematician:   'i love math' '' kinda made me smile. I'm an engineer so we did a lot of math. And not many people especially girls love math. You must be different.

Me: I am math theist, a believer of math.

Weird Mathematician: Haha and im guessing newton will be the messiah. Why do you love math if i may ask?

Me: hahaha! i love numbers! and it's easier for me to understand math compare to other subjects!

Weird Mathematician: Haha that's cool. Nakakatuwa ka naman. What kind of math do you like the most?

Me: haha. i really like Geometry because everything you need is given or understood. it is much more to the point. i like algebra too and trigo. Algebra was always fun,ahm.. medyo lang sa calculus.. I never enjoyed calculus involving logarithms and ln's - I understood "The Relationship", and could fake it well enough, but logs were always muddy for me. hehehe.

Weird Mathematician: Ahhh!!! Calculus! I still remember pulling out my hair on every exam out of frustration. Pede ko ba makuha cell number mo? Para text tayo. Nakakatuwa ka and i would like to know more about you. :-)

I had a nice conversation with this guy. He got my no. After a few minutes, I received a text message ''hello math princess''. haha! I knew it! Siya yung nagtext. I find this guy so nice. Nagkakasundo kaming dalawa, I think it's because we both love math..

This was our text message conversation..

Weird Mathematician: Hello math princess!

Me: hi math prince! How are you?

Weird Mathematician: Ok lang, lets go to our geometric castle..

Me: (natatawa habang nagtetext)  haha! my first impression about to you is you're a nice guy.. :)

Weird Mathematician:  Ang first impression ko sa'yo yung vain na girl na gusto lang magpicture ng sarili. I'm surprised, you have something that really imprssed me. YOU LIKE MATH! YOU ARE REALLY UNIQUE!

Me: (Flattered) I just love photography! I love taking pictures of me!

Weird Mathematician: Photography na pala yun! I thought it's vanity! - ( dami ko tawa! i love this part! haha!)

Marami pa kami napagkwetuhan ng guy na ito (I'm so sleepy na kaya hindi ko na tatapusin yung conversation namin sa text). He made me laugh! haha! He's so nice and sweet.. and it really turns me on. Ang pinaka favorite ko sa lahat ng sinabi niya ay ''They say the best cure for a broken heart is to love again''. I definitely agree! :)

THOUGH HE'S SO WEIRD.. THIS GUY MADE MY DAY!

good night guys! :)

Thanks for the Memories Mr. Nice Guy.. I miss YOU..

     Thanks for all the wonderful memories Mr. Nice Guy! I really enjoyed the feeling of being in love with you. (sigh) haaay.. I am very thankful to God, because He has given me the chance to meet someone like you! You are one of the best things I had in my life. Always remember that you will always have a special place in my heart..  I will always remember you wherever I go. Sorry if I always make you feel bad, and sorry for all the bad words that I said to you.  I try to talk to you, but I don't know what to say. I am afraid you don't want me to say anything. So I don't. But inside of me there are words waiting to come out. And tell you how I feel-like how I miss you. And how I love you despite my broken heart, and especially how much I want you. But those words may forever stay in my heart-locked inside. Sometimes I wonder if there are words locked inside you too... but I'll never know. With you my heart will always stay. You are the one I will always use my wishes on. Thanks for loving me even for a short time. I miss all the happy days with you. I can't thank God enough for all the beautiful days with you..  I know that you are happy wherever you are right now.. I'm happy for you. I miss you when something really good happens, because you're the one I want to share it with.  I miss you when I laugh and cry, because I know that you're the one who makes my laughter grow and my tears disappear. I miss you all the time, but I miss you the most when I lie awake at night and think of all the wonderful times we spent with each other for those were some of the best memorable times of my life. I keep thinking of how good you look when you smile. How much I love your laugh. I day-dream about you off and on, I've memorized your face & the way that you look at me.. I catch myself smiling again at what I imagine.. I wonder what will happen the next time we are together & even though nothing will come out of this, I know one thing for sure, for once.. I don't care, I cherish every moment I have with you. I promise I will never forget the day we kissed or the day we met. If the time comes we may not see each other again, even if it takes years, I want you to know that you've been the best part of my life. Time changes. People change, but my heart remains true.. iloveyou.

THANK YOU. I love you so much.. (Hug)