Happy Father's Day Papa! :))

       Thank you for being the guiding star of my life who held my finger and showed me the right path of life. At times when my life was like a candle in the wind, you put your hands around so that all the burns were yours and all the light was mine. You provided us with all the essentials of good life without ever showing how hard it could have been for you to provide such a decent life to all of us. Thanks for always trying to make my loads light. Thank you for the confidence you gave me while growing up. Yes, I owe it all to you, Papa. I know that you are really proud for what and who I am now. I am very blessed to have a father like you. Thank you for everything. We may not say it often, but how could we let this day pass by without saying how much you mean to us. We love you a lot. I always see a friend in you, and I consider myself to be the luckiest daughter! You and Mama are my inspirations in life. It's so hard to find a man that can love me like only you can! We appreciate everything you did for us. You are the greatest Papa in the whole world! =))

      We, your siblings, may not be good persons now without your guiding hands. We are extremely blessed because we have got such a great and a loving father. Wishing you a very great Father's Day with lots of love!! =))

           Happy Father's Day Papa! We love you! :))

Dear You..

Dear You,

I don’t know where to begin. I can’t find the exact words to release this feeling. You are the reason of this pain. It really hurts so badly knowing that I mean nothing to you. You know that I love you and I never fail to show it to you. I always make the effort to show that I care for you even though you ignore me all the time. What hurts me the most is that you just remember me when you need something from me. I don’t know why you’re treating me like this. Well, the more you ignore me, the more I become a better person, because you’re teaching me how to live a happy life without you. After all, I don’t have regrets that I met you because you once made my life happy.

I thank you so much for hurting me because you made me a better person. I’ve already learned the lessons. As days go by I’m getting better. If you don’t love me anymore, it’s okay.. :) I don’t have the right to control your heart. Although our love didn’t work out, I’d like you to know that I still care about you and we will always be good friends..Bye. THANK YOU for the many times! :)

Let's Explore this Status Known as 'SINGLE' (Advantages and Disadvantges)

We all know that the status known as “Single” is the state of standing alone. For some, the definition of 'single' could be a depressing thought. If you're single, admit it.. You're sometimes in the peak of loneliness that you're longing for companionship, especially during one particular anti-single holiday appropriately nicknamed “V-day”, individuals desire relationship status. Though true for some, many singles embrace their single-hood.

Advantages of being single

• You can do whatever you want.  (No questions asked. No guilt about doing it either. You don’t have to make excuses. You don’t have to call your boyfriend/girlfriend to ask in on his/her permission to go somewhere)
• You can have a lot of fun.
• You can have fun and spend time with your friends.
• You can really focus on your career, education, and goals in life
• You have time to improve yourself and become a better person.
• You are free. (You don’t have anything holding you down or back)

Disadvantages of being single

• You won't have any one to say "I love you"
•  You won't have anyone to do your work when u r not well
•  You won't have anyone to hug when u r scared.
•  Jealousy (You get jealous when you see your friends or other people together with their bf/gf, doing lovey dovey things while you’re all alone.)
•  You want to give and feel loved (Not from your friends or family but from that one special person. All you can think about is making that one person happy in life.)

Don't be sad if you don't have special someone. Just always remember that happiness comes within yourself. Only you are ultimately responsible for your own happiness! Don’t depend on someone else for your happiness -- that is no way to live. Love comes when you least expect it! Just wait patiently.. =)

Between the Miles by: Hearther Stoop

Sometimes life is hard to bear, when a friend is not there.. =)

Because existence can become severe
in one day,
just sense me and I'll be there.
In the minds eye,
I'm not so far away.
If you hold out your hand,
in the whispers,
I'll become the zephyr.
and besiege you.
If your eye's upon the stars,
in the crystalline darkness,
I'll become the moon.
And the light shall guide you.
If you rest upon the ground,
in the warmth,
I'll become the grass.
And embrace you.
If you turn outside,
in the wetness,
I'll become the rain.
An upon your forehead, kiss you.
If you free the air,
in the light of day,
I'll become the sun.
And smile for you.

Between the miles-
if you need me.
If you need a friend.
Let me be the friend, I want to be..

Makakaya ko ba?

• Makakaya ko bang hindi ka na itext pa?
• Makakaya ko bang hindi ka na isipin sa araw araw?
• Makakaya ko bang huwag ng tingnan pa ang facebook account mo?
• Makakaya ko bang makita ka na may kasama ng iba?
• Makakaya ko bang malaman na friends na lang tayo?
• Makakaya ko bang malaman na siya na ang mahal mo?
• Makakaya ko bang tanggapin na hindi tayo para sa isa't isa?
• Makakaya ko bang hindi ka na mahalin pa?

Sa ngayon,hindi ko pa masasabi na kaya ko na..pero alam ko na sa paglipas ng mga araw at  sa pagdating ng tamang panahon, masasabi ko na kaya ko na.. Time is a great healer, and acceptance is all I need..

Sana Magkaroon Din Ako..

Sana magkaroon din ako.. Hindi ito materyal na bagay..

Sana magkaroon din ako ng boyfriend na:

• God fearing
• Laging nag-eeffort para lang maramdaman mong mahal ka niya
• Mataas ang respect sa'yo
• Mamahalin ka ng tapat
• Ipapakilala ka sa family at sa mga friends nya
• Laging may time para sa iyo
• Hindi lang basta boyfriend kundi bestfriend rin
• Laging nandyan para sa'yo
• Mamahalin at tatanggapin ka kung sino at kung ano ka
• Lagi kang ineencourage
• Maalaga

Makakahanap pa kaya ako ng ganitong klaseng boyfriend? or masyado lang akong idealistic?? Haha. Sabi nga nila, don't rush in life. Hindi naman ako nagmamadali, I know he will come at the right time. In God's perfect time. Sa ngayon focus muna ako sa studies. hehe. Kailangan ng magsipag kasi graduating na.
Ginagahan akong  magblog tonight. :))

Hindi ko na Alam..

Magandang gabi sa lahat. Ngayon na lang ulit ako nakapagblog.

Gulong-gulo na talaga isip ko eh. Alam mo yun?? Yung tipong gusto mo pa ring maghold on kahit hindi ka na nya mahal. Gusto ko ng magmove on. Pero pano ba??

Sa araw-araw paggising sa umaga siya lagi yung unang taong naaalala ko. Ang hirap. Nasanay na ko na lagi siyang tinetext, ngayon HINDI KO ALAM KUNG PANO.. PANO SIYA KALIMUTAN. Sabi nila there's no such thing as forgetting only acceptance. O'nga naman, pero sa sitwasyon ko, mahirap tanggapin.

Sana dumating na ang araw na nakamove on na ko, yung tipong kahit na malaman ko na may iba na siyang mahal, hindi ako masasakatan, makakaya ko na siyang hindi itext, at hindi ko na siya maiisip lagi. Wala akong pinagsisisihan dahil ginawa ko lahat ang makakaya ko just to show my love for him. May mga tao pa lang ganun. Sa una lang mabait, pero pag matagal na, masama na sa'yo. Alam ko hindi pa ito ang huli dahil nagsisimula pa lang ulit ako. Kung hindi pa darating ang araw na nakamove on na ko, sana hindi ganun katagal, at sana habang tumatagal matutunann kong tanggapin ang lahat. Balang araw magmamahal ulit ako, at sisiguraduhin ko na iyon na si MR. RIGHT. Ang dami kong natutunan, and all the lessons that I've learned made me a better person. PRAY, PRAY, and PRAY.. TOMORROW IS ANOTHER DAY.. :))

28 WAYS T0 MAKE A Girl Smile.....

 [1] tell her she is Beautiful. not hot or fine.

[2] hold her hand at ANY moment even if it is just for a second.  

[3] Kiss her on the forehead.

[4] leave her voice messages to wake up to.

[5] ALWAYS tell her you love her at any & and all times.

[6] when she is upset, hold her tight & tell her how much she means to u.

[7] recognize the small things ..they usually mean the most.

[8] call her Sweetie or BABY.

[9] Sing to her no matter how horrible your voice is.

[10] pick her over all the OTHER girls you hang out with.

[11] write her notes.(she loves them)

[12] introduce her to family & friends as your girlfriend.

[13] play with her hair.

[14] pick her up, tickle her, & play WRESTLE with her.

[15] sit in the park & just TALK to her.

[16] tell her funny jokes, tell her stupid jokes, just tell her joke.

[17] throw pebbles at her window in the middle of the night just because u missed
her.

[18] let her fall asleep in your arms.

[19] carve your names into a TREE.

[20] if she`s mad. Kiss her !

[21] give her piggyback rides.

[22] bring her flowers just because.

[23] treat her the same around your friends as you do when you`re alone.

[24] look her in the eyes & Smile.

[25] let her take as many pictures as she wants.

[26] SL0W DANCE with her, even if there isn't any music playing.

[27] KISS HER IN THE RAIN.

[28] if you`re in love with her tell her.

What a Weird Day, Because of a Weird Guy!

Nawiweirduhan ako sa mga tao ngayon, pero ang pinaka weird sa lahat ay yung guy na namit ko sa myb.

I am very active in my MYB account (myyearbook). Everytime I open this account, I always browse first the messages. Naeenjoy ko kasing basahin yung mga compliments sa'kin nung mga taong inaadd ko. Actually, I don't know personally all my friends in myb. When I browsed the messages kaninang tanghali, there was a guy who sent me a message, and he's message was..

       '' 'i love math' '' kinda made me smile. I'm an engineer so we did a lot of math. And not many people especially girls love math. You must be different.'' (napangiti ako nang mabasa ko ito!)

I find this guy so weird, napansin niya yung two sentences description ko sa myb about myself which is ''Hi I'm Dhez! 19 yrs. old. I love math. pink stuffs. chocolates. stuff toys.'' It's funny to know na may nakapansin ng description ko. Just because of my description 'i love math', I made this guy smile.. I'm flattered. Since this guy was so nice to me, I entertained him..

This was our conversation..

Weird Mathematician:   'i love math' '' kinda made me smile. I'm an engineer so we did a lot of math. And not many people especially girls love math. You must be different.

Me: I am math theist, a believer of math.

Weird Mathematician: Haha and im guessing newton will be the messiah. Why do you love math if i may ask?

Me: hahaha! i love numbers! and it's easier for me to understand math compare to other subjects!

Weird Mathematician: Haha that's cool. Nakakatuwa ka naman. What kind of math do you like the most?

Me: haha. i really like Geometry because everything you need is given or understood. it is much more to the point. i like algebra too and trigo. Algebra was always fun,ahm.. medyo lang sa calculus.. I never enjoyed calculus involving logarithms and ln's - I understood "The Relationship", and could fake it well enough, but logs were always muddy for me. hehehe.

Weird Mathematician: Ahhh!!! Calculus! I still remember pulling out my hair on every exam out of frustration. Pede ko ba makuha cell number mo? Para text tayo. Nakakatuwa ka and i would like to know more about you. :-)

I had a nice conversation with this guy. He got my no. After a few minutes, I received a text message ''hello math princess''. haha! I knew it! Siya yung nagtext. I find this guy so nice. Nagkakasundo kaming dalawa, I think it's because we both love math..

This was our text message conversation..

Weird Mathematician: Hello math princess!

Me: hi math prince! How are you?

Weird Mathematician: Ok lang, lets go to our geometric castle..

Me: (natatawa habang nagtetext)  haha! my first impression about to you is you're a nice guy.. :)

Weird Mathematician:  Ang first impression ko sa'yo yung vain na girl na gusto lang magpicture ng sarili. I'm surprised, you have something that really imprssed me. YOU LIKE MATH! YOU ARE REALLY UNIQUE!

Me: (Flattered) I just love photography! I love taking pictures of me!

Weird Mathematician: Photography na pala yun! I thought it's vanity! - ( dami ko tawa! i love this part! haha!)

Marami pa kami napagkwetuhan ng guy na ito (I'm so sleepy na kaya hindi ko na tatapusin yung conversation namin sa text). He made me laugh! haha! He's so nice and sweet.. and it really turns me on. Ang pinaka favorite ko sa lahat ng sinabi niya ay ''They say the best cure for a broken heart is to love again''. I definitely agree! :)

THOUGH HE'S SO WEIRD.. THIS GUY MADE MY DAY!

good night guys! :)

Thanks for the Memories Mr. Nice Guy.. I miss YOU..

     Thanks for all the wonderful memories Mr. Nice Guy! I really enjoyed the feeling of being in love with you. (sigh) haaay.. I am very thankful to God, because He has given me the chance to meet someone like you! You are one of the best things I had in my life. Always remember that you will always have a special place in my heart..  I will always remember you wherever I go. Sorry if I always make you feel bad, and sorry for all the bad words that I said to you.  I try to talk to you, but I don't know what to say. I am afraid you don't want me to say anything. So I don't. But inside of me there are words waiting to come out. And tell you how I feel-like how I miss you. And how I love you despite my broken heart, and especially how much I want you. But those words may forever stay in my heart-locked inside. Sometimes I wonder if there are words locked inside you too... but I'll never know. With you my heart will always stay. You are the one I will always use my wishes on. Thanks for loving me even for a short time. I miss all the happy days with you. I can't thank God enough for all the beautiful days with you..  I know that you are happy wherever you are right now.. I'm happy for you. I miss you when something really good happens, because you're the one I want to share it with.  I miss you when I laugh and cry, because I know that you're the one who makes my laughter grow and my tears disappear. I miss you all the time, but I miss you the most when I lie awake at night and think of all the wonderful times we spent with each other for those were some of the best memorable times of my life. I keep thinking of how good you look when you smile. How much I love your laugh. I day-dream about you off and on, I've memorized your face & the way that you look at me.. I catch myself smiling again at what I imagine.. I wonder what will happen the next time we are together & even though nothing will come out of this, I know one thing for sure, for once.. I don't care, I cherish every moment I have with you. I promise I will never forget the day we kissed or the day we met. If the time comes we may not see each other again, even if it takes years, I want you to know that you've been the best part of my life. Time changes. People change, but my heart remains true.. iloveyou.

THANK YOU. I love you so much.. (Hug)

Maybe..

The Story Behind My Smile..

I've been broken before, I know what it feels like to see something funny and not laugh

There's only so much heart in a girl to be broken

And if I'm not "the one" don't expect my heart to understand

When your heart gets broken, you tend to see cracks in everything else

I have realized there isn't a limit to how much or how often you can get hurt
I can’t shake these feelings for you, I try so damn hard, but they won’t go away

Just when you thought you'd lost everything, you find out you can lose a little more

do you even realize the sorrow i hide every day of my life? do you know the way it feels when all you have just dies? i try and try to deny that i need you, but you still remain on my mind
its hard to find the good in someone when you have already found the best in someone else

I can't talk to you now, because when I talk to you I think about you, and when I think about you I miss you, and when I miss you my heart breaks, my soul cries, and there is nothing I can do except talk to you

Maybe that's why we hold on as hard as we do, we just can't believe such a miracle can happen to us twice...but it can, someday you'll find it again

It's almost three a.m. and I should be asleep but instead I lie awake in my room my head still hurts from the night before last, my only solace is thinking of you, let me dream, give me peace, let me fall fast asleep, coz I swear there will be time for you tomorrow.

There's a good side to getting hurt a lot...after a while it just doesn't bother you as much.

So this is my new found freedom, it's funny, I don't remember being chained.

I built my world inside a bubble away from the poison of your lips. I let you inside and watched you slowly crumble my existence

I now compare all guys I like to you and you know what, they never measure up, not even close, and the sad thing is most are better than you.. I just can't see it

They press their lips against you, and you love the lies they say.

Don't allow someone to be your everything while allowing yourself to be their option.

You were my happiness and now you are the obstacle in front of it.

What's good in searching if nothing's left to find.

My soul is empty now; it's a dark abyss. No heart, no feeling, no light. You ask me, "How did you become so cold?" I answered, "I loved you."

dont be fooled by her pretty smile, inside she's breaking, she's so fragile

how can you hide from what never goes away?

No reason to stay is a good reason to go

sometimes its easier for me to pretend rather than face my feelings.
sometimes its easier to try to make it alone rather than risk getting hurt again. sometimes its easier to be numb towards certain people so i dont let them get too close. sometimes im scared. but when i act numb towards you, it doesnt mean i dont care. it means i care too much.

once i ran to you, now i run from you, i wanna do to you exactly what you did to me. lead you on, make you fall for me, and then let go... effortlessly

i feel like I'm just in the way, but it's your fault I'm there

Everything is fine. Couldn't hurt more

You're not friends. You'll never be friends. You'll be in love till it kills you both. You'll fight, and you'll shag, and you'll hate each other until it makes you quiver, but you will never be friends

I always thought it was dumb for him to pick me in the first place. I'm not special, I never was, never will be. He just made me believe I was and broke my heart when he finally realized I wasn't

You never know just what you have until you get it yanked out of your chest.

I don't want to talk anymore, I'm afraid of what I might say... I bite my tongue every time you come around..

Want my advice? Stay mad as long as you can 'cause once you stop, it hurts like hell.

Drugged by your presence she stares; scared by your absence she waits; made sick by your world she screams

You say that love is nonsense....I tell you it is no such thing. For weeks and months it is a steady physical pain, an ache about the heart, never leaving one, by night or by day; a long strain on one's nerves like a toothache , not intolerable at any one instant, but exhausting by its steady drain on the strength.

Turn around, walk away, make it easier, no one's forcing you to stay, make it easier, you stole my past i want it back, don't let the door hit your *beep*, i hope she makes you cry, screw hello, you had me at goodbye

The wrong ones can't hurt you, it's the right ones that can … they can kill you.

So tell me the truth. Does it ever get better? Or is this what I have to look forward to? Tonight ill stand in the light so you can count how many tears fall from my eyes. this time ill be alright. my heart cant get any worst..

On Love..

The strange thing about love is that it can make your heart beat faster, and the strange thing about love is that it can make you laugh and cry. The strange thing about love is that it’s uneven: in this life you may be loved by someone you don’t love back, and you may love someone who doesn’t return your love.


The strange thing about love is that it’s always worth it, and the strange thing about love is that it’s always there somewhere in your life. The strange thing about love is that you have to believe in it for it to be true, and the strange thing about love is that, even if it’s a different story than you expected, somehow it all works out.


Love is a strange thing, isn’t it? but trust in it.. and you will be alright :))

Art of Letting Go..

It is sad to let go of a person, especially if you love that person, and somehow in your heart, you know that person loves you, too. But sometimes, letting go of someone is the highest act of love one can possibly give, especially when we know that letting go is needed for the good of those we love. Much as we want it, we cannot always grow together. Putting time and effort into someone and then to see it all fall part is the primary explanation of why some people have such a difficult time letting go.

Anyone who has gone through the agony of losing someone she loves so much will still wish against all odds to have that love back again. But, fly! Remember, it may rain for 40 days and 40 nights, but still will not rain forever. One day the pouring will stop and there will be plenty of branches where you can find rest. One of those is where you will build your rest and start over again. It’s never too late. Remember that you may find love and lose it, but “WHEN LOVE DIES, YOU NEVER HAVE TO DIE WITH IT.”


With love, we learn how to care and sacrifice. We learn to share and reach out. We learn to be unselfish and give more than we can. And when everything doesn’t end well, we strive to get back on our feet and move on. This is where we learn that “LIFE DOESN’T END WHERE OUR HEARTACHES BEGIN.”


There is no future in a relationship of lies and selfishness. It’s true, there’s life in love. Make a choice not based on impulse but a decision based on a healthy balance of mind and heart. Let us always remember that “HAPPINESS IS NOT A MATTER OF DESTINY BUT A MATTER OF CHOICE.”


You don’t have to forget someone you love. What you have to learn is to ACCEPT THE VERDICT OF REALITY WITHOUT BEING BITTER OR SORRY FOR YOURSELF. You would be better off giving that love and dedication to someone more deserving. Don’t let your heart run your life; let your mind speak for itself. Listen not only to your feelings but to reason as well. Always remember that when you lose someone today, it means that someone better is coming tomorrow.


“IF YOU LOSE LOVE, THAT DOESN’T MEAN YOU HAVE FAILED IN LOVE. CRY IF YOU HAVE TO, BUT MAKE SURE THAT THE TEARS WASH AWAY THE HURT AND BITTERNESS THAT THE PAST LEFT WITH YOU. LET GO OF YESTERDAY AND LOVE WILL FIND ITS WAY BACK TO YOU.” It’s true that love can wait forever, but it is crazy to stubbornly hope for someone who doesn’t even care or understand how you feel. Don’t waste your time waiting for someone who never really cared about how you would have felt. Open you heart again and give yourself the chance to find the man who would make loving worth the pain and sacrifice.



GOD wakes up in the middle of a storm to teach us a lesson. He takes away the people we love, so we can learn to value love itself. He makes us cry so hard so we can see clearly when we open our eyes. He makes us bitter so we can realize that there is no genuine happiness if we only think of our needs and not of others. “GOD ALLOWS US TO EXPERIENCE THE PAIN TO MAKE US STRONGER AND BETTER PERSONS. HE WILL SEE US THROUGH THE MOST TRYING AND DIFFICULT TIMES IN OUR LIVES AND ONLY IF WE PUT OUR TRUST IN HIM WE CAN LEARN TO FIND JOY IN OUR HEARTS AND HAPPINESS IN OUR SORROWS.”

Letting go is a decision that can never be dictated to us. It is a resolve that we make ourselves. Acceptance is the key to a new beginning and time is the healer of all wounds. Even if the storm casts its fearful shadows, there will always be light after darkness and lonely moments. There is always hope for those who believe. There is always a chance for those who try. “LOSING SOMEONE WE LOVE MAY NOT BE A LOSS AT ALL BUT A BLESSING BECAUSE SOMEONE EVEN MORE DESERVING IS YET TO COME.”

THINGS I WISH YOU KNEW.. :)

• I want you to hug me from behind, unexpectedly.
• I want you to give me your hoodie when I`m cold.
• I want you to hold me and keep me warm.
• I want you to cuddle with me and watch movies together.
• I want you to kiss me in the rain.
• I want you to hold my hands and play with my fingers.
• I want you to play with my hair.
• I want you to take amazing photos with me.
• I want you to come to my house and meet my family.
• I want you to lay on my bed with me and just hold me.
• I want you to let me dress you up and make you look silly.
• I want you to watch sunrise with me.
• I want you to give me piggy back rides daily.
• I want you to kiss my nose.
• I want you to wipe my tears away.
• I want you to tell me that you miss me already even if we were together five minutes ago.
• I want you to drop everything and hug me tight.
• I want you to take me on a picnic.
• I want you to snuggle with me in the movie theaters.
• I want you to squeeze me as hard as you can when you hug me.
• I want you to smile every single time you see me.
• I want you to know how much I love you.
• I just want you.