Dear You..

Dear You,

I don’t know where to begin. I can’t find the exact words to release this feeling. You are the reason of this pain. It really hurts so badly knowing that I mean nothing to you. You know that I love you and I never fail to show it to you. I always make the effort to show that I care for you even though you ignore me all the time. What hurts me the most is that you just remember me when you need something from me. I don’t know why you’re treating me like this. Well, the more you ignore me, the more I become a better person, because you’re teaching me how to live a happy life without you. After all, I don’t have regrets that I met you because you once made my life happy.

I thank you so much for hurting me because you made me a better person. I’ve already learned the lessons. As days go by I’m getting better. If you don’t love me anymore, it’s okay.. :) I don’t have the right to control your heart. Although our love didn’t work out, I’d like you to know that I still care about you and we will always be good friends..Bye. THANK YOU for the many times! :)

Meeting An Old Friend Unexpectedly

While I was walking on my way home last Thursday. I saw my old friend at the photoshop. I couldn’t explain the feeling when I saw him because it was unexpected. It’s been about 8 months since we talked. When I saw him, I had mixed emotions. I stared at him first. I came near him with doubtful feeling. I don’t know how would I greet him. He didn’t see me immediately, so I called out his name. He smiled at me and said ‘Oh Dhez, Kamusta ka na?’ I suddenly felt gladness. I replied to him with  smiling face.  It was so nice to meet him unexpectedly. We missed each other very much!

We were talking about each others lives while walking down street to find a place where in we could sit comfortably. We seated on the chairs outside the restaurant. Nothing has changed with him. He is still cute with his eyeglasses, and he’s still the most cheerful person I’ve ever met in my life. For almost one hour, we talked about different things like our career and love life. After this, he brought me to the tricycle terminal, and bid each other with sweet goodbyes. While I was inside the tricycle, I reminisced our high school days, the days in which we were in love with each other.. :)

I am glad we are good friends.. :)